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God I miss love

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Dec. 22nd, 2005 | 11:28 pm

Well I think I have fallen and it’s bad. I really want to date this girl and its ridicules bad. She has a boyfriend and he is the only thing stopping me right now. This is like the story of my life. The girl I like has a boyfriend so I start to spend time with that girl just as a friend and then the girl dumps the boyfriend but then im stuck in this whole “Just friends” thing. Its crap and im tiered of it. I have not had a girlfriend in like a year and im going to be brutally honest, I miss the crazy make out sessions, and I miss the fact that I can’t be romantic to a girl because her boyfriend will freak out if he finds out. I miss talking until the early horse of the morning and being tired because you didn’t get any sleep. But it’s ok because when you see her face you know it was worth it. I miss being held, I miss putting my arm around the girl I love in the movie theater and her head resting on me. I miss falling asleep in her arms and her in mine, I see everyone around me relishing in it and I have keep my feelings pent up until I have this feeling in my stomach like im about to die. God I miss love.

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from: cutes_n_cuddles
date: Dec. 23rd, 2005 09:01 pm (UTC)

I hope it all works out for you hunny bun. You deserve it for being such a sweetie.

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from: flyin_monkeys
date: Dec. 25th, 2005 08:23 am (UTC)

you deserve all that you want! your one of the greatest guys i know, and i hope all goes well for you!!

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